I hate school...
Let me just start off by saying that.
It's true though, I do. I suppose you are thinking "Wow Ash, big shocker there... as if we didn't already know that! Who does like school?"
But you see, this is where I reply "Shut up smart ass!"
As you can tell, i'm in a sour mood. I have the need to whinge, and guess what? I am taking it out here on you all. That and I realised that I have been rejecting this blog a bit.
I have been doing the same legal assignment for one whole week now and I'm still not done! How is that possible? I have no clue. Damn you Legal Studies class *shakes fist at sky*
I suppose though, it is my fault... I sort of get distracted for a few minutes every hour or so... my mind just can't stay focused, as it hasn't been the whole way through these holidays. So now I am on my second last day of Holidays and I feel totally depressed. Where the hell did they go? I am at a total loss to explain where they did and what I even did over these holidays. Sure I went to school workshops, went to See Hairspray in sydney, found my formal dress, had my sister's birthday celebrations.... went to see Harry Potter and cried for a good part of the movie. Over two weeks, that's not that much.
The next time i'll get to relax fully is November 11. How bloody depressing is that? I mean, there's no point even counting the september holidays as holidays because I know i'll be studying the whole damn time. So this is it... no more holidays for me...
God, that's so depressing.
So in two weeks, trials start, god help me. I have to book in for my P's test sometime in the near future because contrary to my mum's beleif, I don't actually want to walk to every god damn exam in my HSC weeks. And I have to practice my monologue... goodie.
How is it that this year has gone so bloody fast? I mean, yesterday it was Febuary, and today it's july. How does that work?
Okay, I am well aware I am ranting now. I'm going to stop, get myself a drink and try to finish my legal. I think the best way to approach this is with a calm mind. How the hell i'm going to calm down is beyond me, but all I can do is try.
so this is me, the white rabbit, signing out for now.
See ya folks!
love the White Rabbit
